March 7, 2013

a contradiction.

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encouragement is everywhere. even in a library bathroom.
I'm speechless and suffering from a little bit of writer's block as of late. And to be honest, it's a different and yet kinda good feeling right now. Even through I have so much to say, something inside of me is telling me not yet. Don't hit publish just yet. So I currently have seven drafts sitting there and waiting for that right moment. It's a weird feeling, I tell ya.

But if you're curious, life's getting better. I'm more convinced than ever that music--especially worship music--is a life changer. As the girl who hated practicing her viola growing up, I never thought music could have such a positive influence on my life. Nor did I think I could ever find myself saying so publicly. But God's changed my thoughts on music and I'm really cherishing those little snippets of time when I can just worship His name and soak in those lyrics word by word.

And I've been experiencing a few changes in how I view life and my blog, too. I hope to publish them soon because I think they're good changes and ones that you'll hopefully agree with. But for now, I'm just going to leave you in suspense.

Lastly, this waiting season of mine isn't easy but I'm learning to try and embrace it, slowly but surely. It's hard, but it's starting to happen. Life will present me with bumps and hurdles along the way, but I'm trying to live in the now and remember that each day is a true blessing.

So yeah. That's what's up over here. Not much, yet so much. And I think these little thoughts I've shared can give you a little glimpse into my future posts.

And yes, this is a pretty accurate picture of what my mind is like on a daily basis. So much going on and yet so few words to describe it all beautifully. Thanks for bearing with me!

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  1. loveliness :) I think the times where you on the brink of change and you know it are the most exciting in the world!

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    1. Thanks! And what you said is so true, the beginning of change is definitely exciting and so welcome in my life right now. :)

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  2. Love this post! And music is SO important!

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    1. Oh, thanks! And thanks for stopping by my blog! Music is definitely an important part of my life and something I'm so blessed to have discovered again this year.

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  3. sometimes even just getting out bits here and there over time helps :) i'm glad things are looking up for you! music is such a soulful thing, i'm glad God was able to reach you in this way. keep going girl! i know God will help you find the right words when it's the right time!

    grace & love,
    kristyn

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    1. Yes, that so true! Writing is definitely my outlet posting even the littlest (and randomest) of posts helps a lot. And so does music--lots and lots of worship music. :)

      And thanks for the encouragement! Seriously, hearing this from is such an incredible blessing. God is amazing and I am so glad He's my constant in life.

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  4. I know what you mean about not hitting publish yet, i can't count the number of times this has happened to me.
    We go through seasons of speaking and seasons of silence {i actually wrote about it once : http://www.takingstepshome.com/2013/02/frankly-fridayv25.html}
    and that is completely ok! <3
    I can't wait to read what God has put on your heart, but only when He sees fit for you to hit "publish" until then, know that He is still moving!

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    1. Those are such true and wise words! I was definitely going through a short season of silence last week. It was actually a really nice change for this wordy girl over here! Thank you for reminding me that it's okay to have those feelings. Your post was so encouraging and affirming.

      Thank you sweet friend! I am so blessed to have you in my life now!

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  5. Wow...lady, are we twins separated at birth?? Because wow...the whole issue of music has been on my mind the past week or two, too! I got fed up with most Christian artist a few years ago, since so much of it is "me, my issues, my troubles...with God coming to rescue ME" (emphasis on emotions & feelings, instead of just pure WORSHIP). So, I just pretty much abandoned CCM and mostly just listen to secular. Clean secular, nothing immoral or anything...but I've noticed that over this large period of time, just having a constant influence of music that doesn't ever acknowledge God has been instrumental in putting thoughts of HIM on the back burner. So...I've been going back to a larger diet of Christian WORSHIP music..which is kinda hard to find, but it's out there! If you're in the market for worship-style music (worship being putting ALL the focus on God and His Lordship), check out: Jaime Jamgochian, Vicki Beeching, Meredith Andrews, Sovereign Grace Music, Keith & Kristyn Getty, Fee, Hillsong, Great Worship Songs band (covers of popular worship songs)...and if I think of more, I'll let you know. Hugs, girl!

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    1. Girl, I read and re-read this comment twice because I love all of our similarities! I totally get what you mean about some Christian artists, fortunately I haven't had that problem recently! :) But I'm definitely going to have to check out those artists nonetheless. I love Hillsong and Fee but haven't really heard of the others. Can't wait to check them out!

      Thanks for the suggestions, friend! :)

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  6. music is my love language :) people talk about hearing God speak to them, and one of the times i hear Him most is through music. a song will come on that will speak to the exact thing i needed to hear, and i know it's no accident. :)

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    1. I totally agree! Music is definitely how I hear God talk to me! And you're so right, it's definitely no accident! :)

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